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nope. it's not my 1,264th blog... OA. ang tamad tamad ko nga magblog lately e. sorry blog. i love yoooou. *hugs beebee's screen*

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as of today, JC and i have already had 1264 days together. wow, would you look at that. why the itch to actually put a number on it?

well, last week, the movie 500DaysOfFreakinSummer seriously put a dent on our then-1254 days. i won't go into the details but due to mental comatose and an annoying creature, JC and i had to face our biggest challenge to date. it was such a terrible ordeal and i barely survived the week (it was also Explo's sem-ender week so the Koalas had their shoes culminating day, halloween party, and send-off to T. Nell--- intense). JC and i had several marathon talks to process what happened and thank God, things are better now through forgiveness and compromise. (and death threats too.)

(but it's soooo not helping that my FB news feed is teeming with giddy gushes about that effin flick. i hate it. i have no intention of watching it anymore in my lifetime--- i just can't take it. uuuuugh. it's a shame because i was actually looking forward to it but like i said, mental comatose and an annoying creature just had to ruin it for me.)

forgiving and forgetting is my biggest EQ challenge. my brother even calls me "the grudge"--- go figure. but staying mad at JC actually proved to be more difficult. i guess it's just simple math, 1254D>500effinD, or 1254D>4hours. i guess when you love someone that much, forgiving is a no-brainer given. of course, no thanks to my elephant memory, i'm still working on the forgetting part; but because JC and i sincerely want to transform our current 1264D to ∞, i am focusing on the future than that freaky glitch in our past.

1264 days and counting with JC. haaay. :D what a blessing. as maria von trapp sang, i must have done something good.

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JC i love, JC i can forgive.
annoying creature, though, better watch your back. i'm on you.